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Yoga Fixed My Relationship With My Body —
And Then Complicated It Again

The honest arc most practitioners go through. Not the inspirational version. The real one — with the studio mirrors, the Instagram spirals, and the slow way back to the mat.

By Rooted Avenue · 8 min read

The story most people tell about yoga and body image goes like this: they came to the mat struggling with how they felt about their body, and yoga fixed it. The practice taught them to appreciate what their body could do rather than how it looked. They felt free. They felt grateful. End of story.

That story is true. It just isn't complete.

Because most practitioners who have been in it for more than a few months will tell you, if they are being honest, that the relationship is more complicated than that. Yoga gave something back. And then, in ways that are specific and identifiable, the yoga world tried to take it again.

This post is about both parts. The gift and the complication. And the particular kind of practice that leads back to something more durable than either.

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What yoga actually does to body image — and why it works

Before the complication, the gift is real and worth naming clearly.

The research on yoga and body image is consistent across multiple studies: regular yoga practice is associated with significantly improved body satisfaction, reduced self-objectification, and greater body appreciation compared to non-practitioners. A systematic review published in Body Image in 2024 found that yoga was associated with improved body satisfaction and appreciation across diverse adult populations — including those with clinical levels of body dissatisfaction.

The mechanism is specific. It is not that yoga makes your body look better. It is that yoga shifts the lens through which you experience your body at all.

Most people who struggle with body image experience their body primarily as an object — something to be seen, evaluated, and measured against a standard. Yoga interrupts this by demanding a fundamentally different kind of attention. In a pose, the relevant question is not what does this look like but what does this feel like. Can I breathe here? Is there sensation in this muscle? Am I grounded or floating? The body becomes a subject — a site of experience — rather than an object of evaluation.

Researchers call this shift "embodiment." And the research by Mahlo and Tiggemann, published in Body Image (2016), found that yoga's positive effect on body image was specifically mediated by increased embodiment and reduced self-objectification. Not by changing how the body looks. By changing how the practitioner inhabits it.

The body image arc — what most practitioners experience over time

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The opening

First weeks on the mat. Body as subject for the first time. Appreciation for what it can do. The comparison brain goes quiet.

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The studio

Mirrors. More advanced bodies. Comparison creeps back in a new form — not against celebrities, but against the person on the mat next to you.

03

The feed

Instagram yoga. Backbends and inversions on perfect bodies in perfect light. The practice gets tangled with an aesthetic. The old lens returns.

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The return

Choosing practice for sensation, not appearance. Mat at home, no mirrors. The body as subject again. More durable this time because it was earned.

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The studio — where yoga's body image benefits can quietly reverse

Most yoga studios have mirrors.

This seems like a neutral design choice. It is not. A study published in Psychology of Sport and Exercise (Frayeh and Lewis, 2018) found that practicing yoga in a mirrored environment caused significantly more social physique anxiety through appearance comparisons — compared to practicing without mirrors. Students in mirrored studios naturally compared their bodies and capabilities to others in the room. Those who found themselves "wanting" — in terms of either physical condition or flexibility — experienced body image disturbance.

The irony is precise. You came to yoga partly to escape the experience of your body as something to be evaluated. You entered a room designed to ensure you are continuously evaluating it.

This does not mean mirrors are inherently harmful, or that practicing in a studio is a mistake. It means the studio environment introduces a specific set of pressures that work against what the mat itself was giving you — and most people experience this without having a name for it. They just notice that something in the studio makes them feel worse about their body than they feel when they practice at home.

HOW YOGA SHIFTS THE BODY LENS SELF-OBJECTIFICATION Body as object to be seen How does this look? Am I thin/flexible/good enough? YOGA consistent practice EMBODIMENT Body as subject to be inhabited How does this feel? What can I sense? Where am I?

The studio does not cancel out what yoga gives. But it introduces a counter-pressure. Whether it overwhelms the gift depends largely on where you are in the arc — and whether you have the language to name what is happening when the comparison brain switches back on.

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Instagram yoga — a different problem with the same structure

Social media introduced a version of the studio problem at scale and in your pocket, available at all times.

Yoga on Instagram is largely an aesthetic product. The dominant images are advanced postures — deep backbends, arm balances, full splits — performed by bodies that are lean, flexible, and lit well. These images are not representative of yoga practice. They are a highly curated selection from a tiny fraction of practitioners, presented as the aspirational standard.

For someone who came to yoga because it shifted their relationship to their body — who was finally experiencing their body as a subject rather than an object — the yoga feed reintroduces objectification through the back door. Now the object of evaluation is not just your body in general. It is your yoga body specifically. Are you advanced enough? Flexible enough? Do you look the way yoga is supposed to look?

The 2016 Yoga in America study found that 36 million Americans practiced yoga. The same period saw an explosion of yoga as an aesthetic category on social media. These two things are not unrelated. The commercialisation of yoga created both a massive audience for yoga content and a powerful financial incentive to present yoga as an aspirational image rather than an embodied practice.

What the research on social media and body image shows

A systematic review published in Body Image (2024) noted that the pervasive nature of idealised body images across social media significantly exacerbates body image concerns. Engagement with social media content that promotes one idealised body type is associated with increased appearance comparison and negative effects on body image. For yoga practitioners specifically, this means that the very platforms used to share and explore the practice also introduce the appearance pressures the practice was helping to undo.

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The specific contradiction — and why it matters

Here is the contradiction in clean terms.

Yoga's positive effect on body image works through embodiment — the shift from experiencing the body as an object to be seen, to experiencing it as a subject to be inhabited. The mechanism is interoception: paying attention to internal sensation rather than external appearance.

The yoga industry — mirrors, Instagram, the aspirational aesthetic — applies constant pressure in precisely the opposite direction. It asks you to evaluate your body from the outside. To see how it looks in the pose. To compare it to other bodies doing the same pose. To aspire toward a particular kind of yoga body.

This does not make yoga harmful. It makes the yoga context contradictory. And navigating that contradiction — staying with the practice while resisting the industry — is something most practitioners spend years figuring out, often without realising it is even what they are doing.

60%

of women aged 16+ in Western countries report body dissatisfaction — before any yoga or media exposure

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Body satisfaction and appreciation significantly higher in regular yoga practitioners vs. non-practitioners (Body Image, 2016)

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Social physique anxiety significantly higher when practicing in mirrored vs. non-mirrored studios (Frayeh & Lewis, 2018)

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The complication is not the practice's fault

It is worth being clear about this. The problem is not yoga. The problem is what surrounds yoga.

The mat itself — the practice in its direct form, the breath and sensation and attention and surrender of it — does exactly what the research says it does. It builds embodiment. It reduces self-objectification. It gives the body back to itself.

The studio, the feed, the aspirational marketing, the Lululemon aesthetic, the teacher training gatekeeping on Instagram follower counts — these are all external forces that work against what the practice is doing internally. The practice is not responsible for them. But the practitioner has to navigate them.

The mat gives the body back to itself. The industry spends considerable effort taking it again. Knowing the difference is most of the work.

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What the return looks like

Most long-term practitioners go through a version of Stage 4 — the return described in the arc above. Something happens that makes the studio dynamic or the social media spiral feel untenable. A practice at home that feels completely different from a class in a mirrored room. A period without Instagram that coincides with feeling better about the practice. The recognition that the internal experience of practice and the external experience of yoga culture are pulling in opposite directions.

The return is not dramatic. It is usually quiet. A choice to practice somewhere without mirrors for a few weeks. A decision to unfollow accounts that make the practice feel like a performance. A return to asking what does this feel like rather than what does this look like.

Research from Psychology of Women Quarterly found that women who practice yoga show greater body awareness and responsiveness to bodily sensations — and lower levels of self-objectification — than non-practitioners. But this effect is strongest when the practice is approached with an inward focus. When the context invites outward comparison, the effect weakens.

The return, then, is simply a return to the practice itself — separated from the aesthetics that have accumulated around it. Practiced for what it feels like, not for how it looks. For sensation, not performance. For the body as a subject of experience, not an object of evaluation.

Practice without mirrors when you can

Not always — mirrors have real alignment value. But the difference in how the body feels when you cannot see it is information. Pay attention to it.

Notice the interoceptive question

In any pose, the yoga question is: what do I feel here? Not what does this look like. When you find yourself asking the second question, that is the practice asking you to come back.

Audit the feed deliberately

Not what yoga looks like — what yoga feels like. The accounts that make you want to practice more are different from the accounts that make you feel like you are not enough. You already know which are which.

The body as subject is the practice

Everything else — the poses, the sequences, the progression — is context. The practice is inhabiting the body from the inside. That is what yoga offers that almost nothing else does.

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What the practice that survives looks like

The practitioners who describe the most durable shifts in how they experience their body are not, typically, the most advanced. They are not the ones doing the most photogenic poses.

They are the ones who stayed long enough to go through the arc — to receive the initial gift, navigate the complications, and return to something more honest and more personal than what they started with. Their practice is smaller, usually. Less focused on advancement, more focused on sensation. Less performed, more inhabited.

They have, in the language of the research, become "embodied" — which simply means they live in their body from the inside rather than watching it from the outside. The body is not a problem to be solved or an image to be managed. It is the vehicle through which everything is experienced.

Yoga did not do this for them in spite of the complications. It did it in part because of them — because navigating the contradiction between what the practice offers and what the industry demands of the body is itself a form of the practice. Noticing the objectifying pressure and returning to sensation is the same fundamental act as noticing the wandering mind and returning to the breath.

The mat gives the body back to itself.

That is the whole of it. Everything else is working toward, or away from, that.

A note on language

The terms used in this post — self-objectification, embodiment, interoception — come from body image research. They sound clinical. But they describe something most practitioners recognise immediately in their experience: the difference between feeling like you are in your body and feeling like you are looking at it. Yoga builds the first. The yoga industry frequently invites the second. The practice is the ongoing work of choosing.

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